In a moment, we’ve gone back 25 years and it took just one name to do that. Time travel is the biggest gift of a first crush or a college-time romance but you’ll know that only if you met an old heartthrob recently. The object of our once-upon-a-time affection takes us zipping back (at the approximate speed of 19.5 years a second) to those days and those feelings that rushed down our veins at age 20 (plus or minus a few years) but no longer do since we now have blood sugar and bad cholesterol coursing there instead.
You might be a serious investment banker or a lecturer in a college or someone that sounds equally un-intriguing but let that special somebody take one step into your life (why life, even conversation) and suddenly your dimples gets deeper, your eyes get shinier, your heart starts beating faster than after a cardio workout (skipping/jogging included) and you actually start hearing violins and romantic Rafi numbers playing in the stereo inside the head.
If I were Stephen Hawking, I would call them black holes. These gals (and guys) who can make us time travel back into the past. When you enter at one end you are – a perfectly ordinary middle-aged person with greying hair, a little paunch, a quivering double chin, a delicate sprinkle of crows feet around the eyes – a responsible mom or dad, a devoted partner, a goal-oriented career professional with a big car, a flat in some hot location, an enviable collection of music or books or liquor, a dog and a kid or more. You are any (or all) of the above. But when you come out (more shaken than stirred – a bit like the older James Bond’s favourite martini), you are a breathless collegiate stuck for words with the heart beating just a little faster, hoping for a chance to secretly run a comb through the hair. Just the way you were decades back, returning from the library and suddenly locking eyes with that special someone walking around the school or college building in romantic slow motion. When you recover your breath from that encounter you find that like Spiderman bitten you have suddenly found the power to enjoy a romantic piece of music, a seductive perfume or the fragrance of a flower that you thought had stopped blooming in the garden of life long back. Long time since you felt like that. Right? And it does feel good to be 18 or 19 once again. Particularly when you are 40, or 50, maybe even a few decades older. Wouldn’t be able to tell you for sure right now because I haven’t been there yet (but plan to since I’m taking my vitamin pills, walking down the right side of the road (which, here in India, is the left) and going for daily aerobics).
Don’t read me wrong. I’m not advocating hitting on an old heart throb. Actually, I doubt you would have even felt this way if you had gone ahead and married those people and spent a few years smelling bad breaths and looking at sleep-swollen faces. When young, we seldom look beyond that quirky style or those melting brown eyes for those delightful qualities that make relationships special. Like intelligence or sincerity or or sensitivity or sense of humour or even the ability to laugh together (that most of us now value higher than looks - even if we just want to have a good conversation with someone, leave alone spend a lifetime together). These are the little things that keep the magic alive in old relationships. If you've found all that with a present partner, you don't need this blogger to tell you: hang on to them. Because that's true love - so much more precious than time travel.
So does that mean, you pinch yourself to sanity and look the other way when an old crush passes by. No, of course not. I would say receive them with a smile. They've got their own life and you’ve got yours. But that doesn’t mean you can’t be friends. And if someone's gifting you the power to time travel, happy journey! Viva old heartthrobs. May they live forever, even if only in our memories.